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Right. I'm not sure why I am writing this, or even what to say, I just needed a new journal because I deleted my old ones. I thought there was no need to keep them anymore as they were no use to me. Whats the point in keeping a load of silly journals that only consist of me moaning and droaning. So, hey this is me just talking and writing abouts whats up, or down. These past months I have experienced quite a few people telling me what I can and cant do. Telling me what I have done wrong, making it obvious I should feel worse than I already do and blatently pretending they are trying to help when really it was just a case of being difficu

Even just thinking about you.. bitching your way through life like you own the world. Standing there with your hand on your hip.. strutting around... opening your mouth to speak words of hate. You actaully make me feel sorry for you. You spit foul words about once loved friends..You point at people and make fun of them... Do you pick on people becuase you are a misguided person looking for affection? Do you hurt people becuase you think you are popular? Or do you slag people off just for your own entertainment? You target people as your new joke to make up for the fact thats the only thing you can talk about. You are pathetic in my eyes

I feel like Gollum. This place is borderline agonisinly boring. I have resorted to moping around like a prisoner in this dreary place.. there is bugger all to do. It would be okay if the weather was any good but all i get is rain.. drizzle.. more rain.. the occasional sheep (if im lucky) and a brillaint view of  mud and the shower block. I want to go home actauully... at least then i can go annoy some friends :) "Its a family holiday dear". No mum its a chance for you to suck face with that pestering toyboy of yours.. whom drives like a maniac and thinks its normal to have permently noticable nipples. Seriously.. i know its cold but its n